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Uykusuz gecelerin sessizliğinde, bazen bir şarkının içinde kayboluruz, bazen bir kitabın sayfalarında. Bir film karesi, eski bir fotoğraf ya da çocukluğumuzdan kalan bir koku… Hepsi bizi kendi iç yolculuğumuza çıkarır.

“Uykuya Hasret Gözlerim” tam da bu yolculuğun adı.
Felsefeden edebiyata, müzikten sinemaya, anılardan gündelik hayata uzanan denemelerle hem kendi iç sesimizi hem de hayatın saklı kalan ayrıntılarını dinleyeceğiz.

Her bölümde biraz hüzün, biraz ironi, biraz da kendimizle yüzleşme var. Zaman zaman Sezen Aksu’nun bir şarkısına, bazen Orhan Pamuk’un bir cümlesine, bazen de Lars von Trier’in karanlık bir sahnesine uğrayacağız. Ama en çok da uykusuzluğun verdiği o dalgın berraklığa.

Eğer siz de bazen gecenin sessizliğinde düşüncelerinizin arasında kayboluyorsanız,
uykuya hasret gözlerinizle bana katılın.

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